The Lies You Love: A Charge Men Novel by Christopher Grillo

Author:Christopher Grillo [Grillo, Christopher]
Language: eng
Format: epub

CHAPTER TWELVE

Auden

Despite everything I’ve done to deter him, and I do mean everything, even if some was unwittingly, Beck stays. More than stays, he wants me with such a fervor that there’s no way I don’t feel wanted on the deepest emotional level possible. Ramsey might call it just fucking, but what Beck does to my body defies all logic—the man worships at the altar of my orgasms. He kisses me wildly, passionately, as he fucks me. I’m sweaty, dripping in him, surrounded by his heat and desire, watching his eyes screw shut moments before he comes. For the second time tonight. The first time I rode him backward, he came quicker than he wanted to, so after making me come by means of his mouth, bent over the bathroom counter, we went for another round on a comforter spread on the floor. Beck pulls out of me and spills across my stomach, his face a mask of disbelieving pleasure. His lashes open, and his eyes meet mine.

I see it again, and a tiny surprised inhale escapes. The end of us. It’s a visceral, triggering movie that plays inside my mind. “You okay,” Beck pants, placing a kiss on my neck. “Did I hurt you?”

I shake my head, placing a kiss against his temple. “Never. I’m fine. I’ll be sore for a week, but I’m fine.”

Tucking my face into his neck, I avoid eye contact because the image of losing Beck swallows me whole. Why, though? Because I fell so hard and fast or is it because I know there is something more than meets the eye that draws us together? What we have isn’t normal, and we do have some live wire attraction to each other. “I’ll never get enough of you,” I say, pressing my lips against his warm cheek and leaving them there.

Beck grabs the sex towel and wipes my stomach while he catches his breath. Leaning up on my elbows, I watch him, hoping to catch glimpse of something that stands out to me that lends a rational explanation for how much I feel for him. I was nearly assaulted in the woods by a man tonight, and I was able to rebound like this without second-guessing. “Is this what it’s like to fully trust someone?” I ask, biting my bottom lip. “Is that a silly question?” Staring at his fucking magnificent face, I focus on his half-grin as he takes in my question. He licks his lips, and my mouth dries. “Or is this just what good sex makes you feel?”

He flashes a feral smirk that sends a shiver directly to my pussy. “You’ve never been fucked properly.” He reaches over and holds my face in his hand. An emotion passes over his face but disappears as quickly as it came. His hand falls away. “It’s not a silly question.” He looks away, sitting on his haunches, back on his knees. Beck opens his mouth to speak, then closes it. “I’m not someone you should trust.

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